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Month: February 2005

i am a dork

Published on February 27, 2005 
Astrology Sign     = Pisces  = Fish = Whale 
Chinese Birth Year = Rooster = Cock = Dick
                                      Dork

as you see, i AM the definition of a dork. it was meant to be! 😀

WANTED: roommate

Published on February 24, 2005

yeah… you read that right. come the end of april, when the lease of my current place ends, i’m gonna have to either move in with someone or have someone move in with me, or to somewhere or something. i don’t know. all i know is that with the way things are, i can’t be living on my own. my bills are just way too outrageous and i need to find ways to cut costs and be able to build up my savings account properly. i have to be ready for emergencies, ya know? and the future and crap like that. 😀

so, what do i do? i mean, i currently only have a one bedroom apartment, but the view and location… it’s just incredible! i don’t wanna move from this place, but i’m not gonna get a roomie in a one bedroom. so, that’s probably not gonna work.

which would mean i’d have to look elsewhere. i wonder if a friend would mind helping another friend out. 😀 yes yes… i know. i could look in the paper to find a roomie, but… well, meeting someone is one thing, but deciding to room with a person you don’t know. i don’t know. i’m not all cool with that idea.

i have two months to find a roomie. that’s something i do know. so, a few of my friends will have to be expecting a call from me. 😀

Current Music: “work” by jimmy eat world

nice

Published on February 8, 2005

one time, coming home from somewhere, i notice about four kids just laying around and hanging out on a hill right by my apartment. it was a really nice day outside. the weather and temperature was perfect. musta been nice…

automatic mix tapes generator

Published on February 8, 2005

a great site for those open to anything and need a good idea of what to listen to. http://www.tinymixtapes.com/amg/

one of my favs:
My husband thinks it is time for us to have a baby but I love the independent life too much – help! Side 1 to make me want to have a baby, and Side 2 to make him not want to.
Side 2: To make him not want to
01. The Cardigans – “No Sleep” (Gran Turismo)
02. Barney – “Barney’s Theme Song” (Barney’s Greatest Hits)
03. Pilate – “Overrated” (Caught by the Window)
04. Barney – “Barney’s Theme Song” (Barney’s Greatest Hits)
05. Bjork – “There’s More to Life Than This” (Debut)
06. Barney – “Barney’s Theme Song” (Barney’s Greatest Hits)
07. The Rolling Stones – “I’m Free” (December’s Children)
08. Barney – “Barney’s Theme Song” (Barney’s Greatest Hits)
09. Hole – “Violet” (Live Through This)
10. Barney – “Barney’s Theme Song” (Barney’s Greatest Hits)
11. Sinead O’Connor – “I Do Not Want What I Haven’t Got” (I Do Not Want What I Haven’t Got)
12. Barney – “Barney’s Theme Song” (Barney’s Greatest Hits)
13. Sam Roberts – “This is How I Live” (The Inhuman Condition)
14. Barney – “Barney’s Theme Song” (Barney’s Greatest Hits)

ugh…

Published on February 8, 2005

i couldn’t sleep last night. i mean, i could, but i couldn’t. i thought i was tired by 11:30, but i didn’t really fall asleep til about 1:00. kept waking up every half hour.

spent the night tossing and turning. it’s not fun waking up and looking at the clock to only realize 30 minutes at most had passed.

right before i went to bed, i got that sense of loneliness again. i don’t know why. everything had been fine. no worries or anything. i was enjoying myself, but then … *wham!* … just like that, loneliness and emptyness hit. there was no reason for it. I doubt the movies i watched had anything to do with it.

i woke up in the middle of the night thinking someone was in my apartment for some reason. i remember hearing noises that sounded like someone was moving around. i got myself to thinking it was just the blinds in the living room moving and tried to go back to sleep. i then started to hear an alarm that sounded like a burglar alarm. i couldn’t tell where it was coming from. i have no idea why, but i started to panic. it made no sense why i was panicking because i knew the alarm wasn’t mine. the alarm wasn’t even that loud. it was at this point i woke up and realized i had been dreaming everything that had just happened.

i think i finally got a full hour of sleep without interruptions about 7:30 this morning. of course, around 8:30, i knew i couldn’t stay lying around.

stuff for sale again

Published on February 8, 2005

i got some stuff for sale again. some good stuff. stuff i’ll miss. 🙁

Top Loading Nintendo NES & 2 Classic Games, w/ Boxes
Newer Model Super Nintendo (SNES) Mini & 3 Games w/ Boxes
Super Mario RPG: Legend of the Seven Stars (with Box)
Final Fantasy for the NES (with Box, Manual, & Maps)

something to say

Published on February 4, 2005

i have something to say, but before putting it here, i’m waiting to hear back from someone. i’m still waiting.

dreaming ’bout “sunday”

Published on February 3, 2005

last night, i had this dream. i really don’t know how to describe it, but i can say what happened.

from what i can remember, it started with me sitting on the ground outside across the way from a parking garage working on my laptop when TechTV’s Leo Laporte walked up behind me to tell me about something. i don’t know what he said, but either way, i gathered up my laptop (bitching about having to grab my power supply and wondering why everything can’t be wireless) and followed him.

Upon following him, we arrived at some kind of big dinner gathering for something. couldn’t tell ya the reasoning behind it. all i know is that my family was there along with other TechTV personalities Kevin Rose and Sarah Lane. well, i got my plate of food but had trouble finding a seat. i couldn’t tell you if i got a seat or not because i don’t know. anyhoo, everyone finished eating and got up to leave to do something, except for me since i’m such a SLOW eater it seems. i complain about this about not being fair, but some person told me i couldn’t go unless i finished.

i assume i finsihed because i remember looking outside a window and seeing Taking Back Sunday’s lead singer Adam Lazzara running around outside playing with a dog. well, if you consider having the dog grabbing onto your jeans and dragging you around “playing". i have no idea really what happened next, but i do remember that a school had just let out so a bunch of kids were trying to make their way out. as they were leaving, i was just pushing my way through the crowd singing (i’m sure more like screaming since i can’t sing) tbs’s “you’re so last summer” as i walked into the school.

while still singing, i came across some kind of plague or something. i don’t know what it said or anything, but at this point i either tried to kick the crap out of it or do a backflip off of it. again, couldn’t tell ya.

as i walk out of the school, i see adam walking out as well. at this point, i hear “hey psychic.” i never realized i was a psychic. anyway, it’s adam and he comes over to me and thanks me for something earlier that i don’t remember. he then invites me to hang out with his family to play a game of kickball and spent time with his friends as they terrorize people at astroworld. i respond by saying i appreciate the offer and be honored to join them.

and then i woke up.

and the meaning of all of this? your guess is as good as mine.

Current Music: “You’re So Last Summer” by Taking Back Sunday